I know my family will abandon me if I have a full blown out breakdown. And the fact that I may be in the middle of one right now, scares me, but I know Andres, will never leave my side, even if it gets hard. That is enough for me, to keep pushing on, knowing I have my best friend/husband on my side.
I’m not so scared, no as much as I was yesterday and the day before, and the day before that. But I am still scared of people, being outside, thinking of all the horrors that could happen. I keep trying to calm myself down and I can’t. I can’t calm her down.
Finally! The time’s right. I had you in a place I never had you before. You were talking, sharing your thoughts and feelings with me. I was a little “eye rolling” at time but I didn’t get angry. I truly wanted to hear why you were so unhappy. Was it me? Was it us? Was it […]
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